The day has come

I have been there 

On the day where 

I was only accompanied by 

Loneliness. 

Hope was almost wrecked 

By the distance created 

Now I'm picking up the pieces 

Collecting, combining, 

Into one sweet journey. 

This road, I will go through 

Of having you inside my arms 

All over again. 

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The Love That Will Never Fade

‎You said you were wronged, 

You said you made mistakes,  

You said you were the wicked

You said you were the bad. 

And I sit here with you,  

Holding you onto my arms, 

Wiping away your tears,

Whispering - 

That this love will never fade. 

And it will never fade. 

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Veil

‎It was the time when she decided

To unveils herself,

Only I,  

Could sense everything that she - 

sees, 

feels, 

And thinks. 

I put her

Onto my own veil

That I waive 

With everything I could

To keep her warm. 

By this warmth, 

she will bloom. 

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I Will Keep This True

‎Upholding promises 

With hope, love and respect,  

Embroidered within 

My soul

To keep you, 

In your own garden, 

Filled with blooming flowers.  

And these promises, 

Will be kept, 

Buried deep into this hollow heart.

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Thank you, darling.

‎I was born with imperfections 

Bred with wrongdoings, 

Influenced by hedonists, 

When you came to me

Enlight me

With things you see in me

Making me realize

How I want to 

Keep in love with you. 

Embracing 

The transparency of my soul,

Body and mind.

Thank you. 

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It's the Distance

Let my thoughts of you
Wander around as how it used to.

Let the greetings of us
Fly across the distance, within the hopes and dreams.

Let our voices be heard.
Let our desires soar.

Let me know,
That you will be with me,
forever.

The Night Will End.

‎The journey through the night 

Of reminiscing dark thoughts 

Has never been so 

Heartbreaking. 

Sadness, and sorrow, 

Has never been good on you. 

‎Wipe your tears,

And radiate yourself. 

  

I am obliged, 

To walk the dark night with you. 

And I wish you, good night.

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Tell Her

There’s no one to blame

When she asks

For a finite answer

That you, yourself,

Can never tell.

And now, she walked away

Leaving behind

A lonely soul,

Wandering, with no place to hold.  

It’s not just the journey she’s looking for.

It’s the destination, that lies every answer within.

+ and -

I'm nasty

In thinking of you. 

I'm disgusting 

In listening to bits of your voice.  

I'm sincere, 

In setting my eyes on you. 

And I want to make this, 

Together.

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Crazy

‎They said I'm crazy

For fantasising the future

Of me and you.  

Yes I'm crazy.. 

I'm crazy in love with you.

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Declaration of love

‎I'd rather say it out to you

Whenever you let your guard down. 

I'd rather say it out to you

Whenever you my ear hears your whispers. 

I'd rather say it out to you

Whenever our eyes meet.

I'd rather say it out to you,

Whenever our skin touches.

I'd rather say it out to you

Whenever you're lonely.

 

I'd rather say it out to you

Whenever you're in tears.

‎I'd rather say it our to you

Whenever I have the chance. 

And I'll never stop 

Till the very end. 

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Enlightenment in Madness Hours

Through the enjoyed wasted night 

Of drinks 

I get myself early

With hope of seeing 

My destiny. 

Path created by you, 

The through that path, 

I found you. 

Picked you up and take you around.

We talked and laugh

Accompanied by more drinks 

Till the day didn't say so. 

I met you, through madness hours.

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Venus and Mars

‎At first I can't find anything similar 

Between us. 

We were brought up 

As the moon and the sun

As the Venus and the Mars

We were not the same. 

Our moons are different 

Our courses are different 

Yet, we are sharing the same sun. 

The same affection. 

And all those differences; the moons and everything, 

Makes us together. 

And through this orbit, we will stay together. 

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Disgust

‎I was the king,  

I was on top,

Everything I say, 

Everything I do,

They will follow,

Until I realized, 

How bad I am. 

I'm filled with my own disgust. 

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Before I go to sleep.

‎Every thoughts uttered, 

Had made me wonder,

About me, 

About you, 

And everything- 

In between. 

How- 

Might you picture me,

In your reel of thoughts?

How-

Should I illustrate you, 

In my realm of fantasy? 

You, and I, 

Are pretty much the same.

Lesson

‎They said life is a journey,

Filled with steps that should be taken,

With caution, and care. 

Frequently, I, 

Failed to learn from bits of life,  

And took the same step,

Resulting the same mistake, 

Over and over again. 

How reckless I am, I thought.

"You never learn, do you?"

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Priceless

‎Honestly, I was- 

Meddled with your words and thoughts,

And those, are such nice things to say. 

Nice words are not expensive, isn't?  

But you made it, priceless and

Valuable. 

Nobody had told me such a nice thing. 

Therefore, now I'm writing you this piece 

As something that I would embed in You and me. 

Priceless.  

Happy birthday. 

Tough ride

‎I did not realize 

How hard it is

Too keep myself

In momentum 

To love someone 

Thoroughly. 

Sweet, wonderful

Things are expected,

But at the other side

It's all full of shit. 

No, my friend, 

I won't regret this. 

Yes, my friend, 

I will work this out. 

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Below the stars

‎Sitting below the stars 

Trading thoughts 

Of past, present and future, 

Exchanging fondness,

Of what is wrong and what 

Is right. 

Sitting below the stars,

Are just you and me

Embedded in love

And desire

Of knowing each other better. 

Sitting below the stars

Are just another step

Of good expectation 

And hope., constructing 

Layers of foundation.

Memories draw us back together

The night's getting darker 

And the wind is getting colder 

I lie back and express my thoughts

Through the net of words

And suddenly, 

You came by,

Joining the the thoughts on the net

Draws back memories,

Of hope and dream and expectations 

That once shattered down to pieces. 

And now I'm trapped. 

I miss you. 

Cheap Glass Frame

‎As I walk into the room

Carrying meaningless thoughts and purpose,

I sat my eyes,

On a thing that used to be,

The reason for me to be who I am.

Dusty cheap glass frame I-,

Was brought back by memories

Of me and you. 

Smiling to the past, I,

Cleared the dust on the glass,

With my bare hands,

And let the memories

Rush back through my brain.

Laughing young lads

Behind every laughters and thoughts
Lies wisdom and truth
Of grasping the idea;
Principles of discipline
And behaviors.

Prove it, young lads!
Project your thoughts and ideas
Through this ink and paper
Prove it,
Laughters and thoughts
lies wisdom and truth.

Thank You, Stranger

I was mesmerised;Through exchanging thoughts,
I see you
Through my own mind and soul
I understand you,
through how you waive your words
I wanna know you.

Thank you, Stranger.

Mother

"How are you?"

"I'm fine, mom. How about you?"

"Fine, fine. Have you had your dinner?"

"I am about to actually. I had quite a heavy lunch earlier, so, maybe I could skip my dinner. I don't know."

"Okay, just eat right, all right?"

"Yeah, of course. I will."

"What are you doing right now?"

"Nothing much, just surfing the net, on facebook and stuff."

"You should reduce your time fooling around with those stuff. You should use your time to study more. I just don't watnt you to regret later on. When is your finals? Next week?"

"Yeah, sort of..."

"So get yourself together, and start working hard."

"Yeah, mom, I will."

"Walk your talk."

"Okay mom, no worries."

"And please stop thinking about any girlfriend or what not right now. This is not the time. Get yourself your degree first, get your own decent life, and go, explore the world. Hold yourself together, okay?"

"Yes mom, I'll surely will"

"Good, listen, I gotta go."

"Mom,"

"Yeah?"

"I love you."

"I love you, abang. And go study."

Hyperbolized

The brightest moon
Can never go
Above you, as you,
And only you,
The one worth gaze to.

The picturesque rainbows
That appear after the rain
Can never be
As rich as you
Since your colours feasting
Through eyes and mind.

The greatest sunshine
And blue sky
Can never fade your glare
From your eyes
As it binds through my heart
Captures sanity
Entrapped on love.

Hallucination

Within the heat of the day
And reality I walk onto
Often, sometimes,
I am hallucinating you.

Seeing you, looking at me;
Smiling,
As nothing seen in sight
I am hallucinating you.

Eat and leave

Possession

Will bring out

The sense of –

Responsibility

Through human.

We live

With those

Who deny

Responsibility

Saying out

“It can wait”.

Yeah. It can wait. 

Centennial celebration

I am writing this piece

As the way

Of celebrating the centennial

Of giving out thoughts and feelings

Through letters and rhymes.

Centennial celebration

Representing hope

And desire

Of thriving towards the sun.

This thought may not stop. 

These words may not end. 

One foot at a time

Despite wandering the night
Through my soul and mind
I am glad
That you no longer appear
Reminding the time together
Winding the memory
Back in its reel

The lenses of freedom
Is even sharper, day by day
As my feet slowly,
Steadily,
Passes the time
through your apparitions
One foot at a time.

This one is for you

I love the sound of your voice

Calling my name when you’re in distress.

I love the smile on your face

That radiates the sun of my hope.

I love the way you listen,

To my heartbeat after a long hard day.

I love the way you talk

Enveloped with insecurities of your look.

Didn’t I tell you, that you’re the finest

            Of them all?

I was blinded

I was blinded –

Walking on a bright day

Carved by hope

Where I made happiness

To take you under the spotlight.

I shouldn’t be so sure.

I was blinded. 

Celebrate happiness

Celebrating happiness

Is the last thing I would do

Or the thing

I wouldn’t do

As happiness never lasts

I will get hurt

Again and again

Like a circle

And feel ashamed

To walk on earth.

I’ll never celebrate happiness. 

The one I’ll never be

Reminiscing to the past

Through rhythm and tunes

Remembering me of you

Every single smile, laughter

Is merely past

And I can’t stop

Regretting

For losing you.

I didn’t play enough games

I didn’t care enough

I didn’t build my promises

Nor give you flowers

You went there

Leaving me, trapped, in my own ego

That swallows me, drowns in myself,

I’m glad that you left

‘cause I’ll never be

The good one.

Take me away

I am trying to escape

To the realm of

Serenity.

From this ultimate uncertainty,

where voices

empty voice chatting, manifesting behaviours.

Take me away

By our enchantment,

Take me away,

To the realm of serenity. 

Night of passion.

Living the night from serene dreams.

Chasing ambition, of loving the art.

They said they are crazy,

Of spending time and possession, just tell the world

What they feel.

They said it is passion,

To stay awake and wander with papers and colors

Of interest, but never fame.

Every steps, were driven by passion and love.

Casual Conversation

Do still you remember

When we talked

And see into each other's eyes?

Listen to our voices.

As I could listen to your heartbeat

And you could listen to mine.

Remember,

That casual conversation

Of what you saw

And what I felt

From we wake up in the morning

And before we go to bed.

Your voice, smile, and laughter,

Embedded in memories of us

Through time and ages

By this little drop of ink.

The Time is near

Through the thickness

And the darkness

Of the night, I

Sail my mind

And soul

Into limitless world

Where I search

For proof and truth.

Wandering mind

Radiates exceptional vibes

Rearranging symbols of words

Into lines of meanings

With deceiving flowers and fragrances

Projecting ‘smart perception’.

The reason is, the time is near. 

Tasteless

Untitled

Being with you my girl

Having my dream come true

My love is as pure as pearl

And I love you

The sun is hot and bright

And lt the sky be blue

I am weak and you’re my light

That is why I’m in love with you. 

Love at the first track

Flowing rhythms,

Rhyming with notes of your heart

Makes you wander

Along the thin line

Of fantasy and reality.

Intoxicated,

With purity of affection

 Towards rhtyhm

Repeating in your mind

Accompanying your thoughts

Throughout tides of day.

Now tell me,

Do you believe in love at the first track?

Staying asleep

Staying under this blanket

Staying with warmth

Staying my calm

Staying under this blanket

Staying below conscious

Staying living up dreams

Staying living in dreams

Staying under this blanket

Staying asleep

Melody, Rhyme and Rhythm

tracks of melody

rhymes with my heart

my fragments of memory

floods in within sanity.

This melody

Digs a deeper space

Of reminding who I could

Be within your pretty eyes

This rhythm

Creeps in this lonely soul

Making me drunk

Left alone in darker

Space of mind.

Because I believe

In the crowd where I stand;

Obstructed by warm greetings,

A deep coldness

Creeps within my heart and soul,

Waiting for someone,

Who could relish and bring out

The heat in me.

The wait itself

Is long and ruthless

But I have to stand tall

And keep on waiting

Because I believe. 

Bury Myself

Dirt and filth

Is part of me.

Given chances

Broken;

Right before everyones’ eyes

I shall never stand

Tall enough

As everybody around.

You should have let me

Bury myself

And I’m doing it right now.

Sending the Love

Living farther

Away from you

Making me stronger

Enveloped with hopes and dreams

Taking you and I

Closer to each other.

Every night

The moon sends the love

From me to you.

Puzzle

I looked fine

As the calming clouds.

In my mind, I’m hunting for accuracy

That I should acquire

Just to solve the maze; the puzzle

In arranging you

In my own words and lines

Picturing you

Giving me insights

How to to solve the puzzle

And making you

Prettier in their eyes.

Together then alone

There are tons of things

That we did together

Bittersweet moments

Never fade.

Through time and time

Our tight hold

Starts to loose its grip

And now

The sea that we sailed together

Is a lonely place

As I captained my own vessel. 

Think and think

Everyday, every night,

Just right before I fell asleep,

I will think and think,

On how tomorrow will be,

Would it be filled with colours?

Would it be filled with despair?

Or would it be filled with mixtures

Of everything I can think of.

I am throwing my dice today

For tomorrow’s move.

Wake Up Dream

I woke up this morning

With fragments of dream

Tingling my thoughts.

Below consciousness

I saw you in white

Sitting on a bed

With longer wavy hair,

Smiling at me.

You just woke up

From your dreams too-

I supposed.

You just made my sleep. 

You gave me nothing

I made the hope-

And beg for it

To truly happen in my life.

You gave me nothing.

You gave me nothing.

I made my time

Just to let you know

That I can be the one

That you could rely on.

You gave me nothing.

You gave me nothing.

I showed you a promise

That I could stay and love

Like how I always dream to

You gave me nothing.

You gave me nothing.

And now I’m in prison

Of promises and hope

For your wise judgement

To give me anything.  

Trapped

Distance travels-

Drenched with memories

Created together with time and space.

I sit here with thoughts of you

Lingering my sense of rationale

Powering restless emotions

Bringing tears to my soul

Moments with memories crawl

Triggering the pain of my wounds

That used to make me

Perfect as you. 

Unreal Love Stories

Enveloped hope,

Shown by love stories;

Hoping for a miracle

Shown by projections on screen.

Walking on the ground

Makes me numb

When I realize

The hugs and kisses shown

Are unreal.

I gave my heart away. 

Revolve

I was given hope

To stand and believe

That I found the one.

Through moments spent

Slowly, I was bedazzled

By charm and smile

By openness of heart.

I shared too much.

I showed too much

Till you never see

The side that I want to show.

I revolve my world around you

My mistake.

Myself in You

I was hurt

From wounds of memories

Then I met you

Healed me

Touched me

Gave me strength

To erase and walk again

And I can never lose you

Even if I want to

Because I found

Myself in you.

Garden

I fantasize a garden

When I create

A throne for both

You and I.

I built the garden

By pavements of effort

Flowers of hope

Green grass of care and comfort

As if you would enter and enjoy.

But the sun of truth doesn’t shine

Bright enough to the corner

Of your heart

The light doesn’t resonates

Bright enough to lit up

Your thought and awareness.

And now I’m trapped

In my own maze

In my own garden.