Friday, 21 November 2014

The day has come

I have been there 
On the day where 
I was only accompanied by 
Hope was almost wrecked 
By the distance created 
Now I'm picking up the pieces 
Collecting, combining, 
Into one sweet journey. 
This road, I will go through 
Of having you inside my arms 
All over again. 

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

Tuesday, 11 November 2014

The Love That Will Never Fade

‎You said you were wronged, 
You said you made mistakes,  
You said you were the wicked
You said you were the bad. 

And I sit here with you,  
Holding you onto my arms, 
Wiping away your tears,
Whispering - 
That this love will never fade. 
And it will never fade. 

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

Sunday, 9 November 2014


‎It was the time when she decided
To unveils herself,
Only I,  
Could sense everything that she - 
And thinks. 

I put her
Onto my own veil
That I waive 
With everything I could
To keep her warm. 

By this warmth, 
she will bloom. 

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

Wednesday, 15 October 2014

I Will Keep This True

‎Upholding promises 
With hope, love and respect,  
Embroidered within 
My soul
To keep you, 
In your own garden, 
Filled with blooming flowers.  

And these promises, 
Will be kept, 
Buried deep into this hollow heart.

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

Saturday, 4 October 2014

Thank you, darling.

‎I was born with imperfections 
Bred with wrongdoings, 
Influenced by hedonists, 
When you came to me
Enlight me
With things you see in me
Making me realize
How I want to 
Keep in love with you. 
The transparency of my soul,
Body and mind.
Thank you. 

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

Tuesday, 30 September 2014

It's the Distance

Let my thoughts of you
Wander around as how it used to.

Let the greetings of us
Fly across the distance, within the hopes and dreams.

Let our voices be heard.
Let our desires soar.

Let me know,
That you will be with me,

Monday, 8 September 2014

The Night Will End.

‎The journey through the night 
Of reminiscing dark thoughts 
Has never been so 

Sadness, and sorrow, 
Has never been good on you. 
‎Wipe your tears,
And radiate yourself. 
I am obliged, 
To walk the dark night with you. 
And I wish you, good night.

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

Thursday, 4 September 2014

Tell Her

There’s no one to blame
When she asks
For a finite answer
That you, yourself,
Can never tell.
And now, she walked away
Leaving behind
A lonely soul,
Wandering, with no place to hold.  
It’s not just the journey she’s looking for.
It’s the destination, that lies every answer within.

Monday, 25 August 2014

+ and -

I'm nasty
In thinking of you. 
I'm disgusting 
In listening to bits of your voice.  
I'm sincere, 
In setting my eyes on you. 
And I want to make this, 

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

Thursday, 14 August 2014


‎They said I'm crazy
For fantasising the future
Of me and you.  
Yes I'm crazy.. 
I'm crazy in love with you.

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

Wednesday, 6 August 2014

Declaration of love

‎I'd rather say it out to you
Whenever you let your guard down. 

I'd rather say it out to you
Whenever you my ear hears your whispers. 

I'd rather say it out to you
Whenever our eyes meet.

I'd rather say it out to you,
Whenever our skin touches.

I'd rather say it out to you
Whenever you're lonely.
I'd rather say it out to you
Whenever you're in tears.

‎I'd rather say it our to you
Whenever I have the chance. 

And I'll never stop 
Till the very end. 

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

Sunday, 3 August 2014

Enlightenment in Madness Hours

Through the enjoyed wasted night 
Of drinks 
I get myself early
With hope of seeing 
My destiny. 

Path created by you, 
The through that path, 
I found you. 

Picked you up and take you around.
We talked and laugh
Accompanied by more drinks 
Till the day didn't say so. 

I met you, through madness hours.

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Sunday, 27 July 2014

Venus and Mars

‎At first I can't find anything similar 
Between us. 
We were brought up 
As the moon and the sun
As the Venus and the Mars
We were not the same. 
Our moons are different 
Our courses are different 
Yet, we are sharing the same sun. 
The same affection. 
And all those differences; the moons and everything, 
Makes us together. 
And through this orbit, we will stay together. 

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

Thursday, 10 July 2014


‎I was the king,  
I was on top,
Everything I say, 
Everything I do,
They will follow,
Until I realized, 
How bad I am. 
I'm filled with my own disgust. 

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

Tuesday, 8 July 2014

Before I go to sleep.

‎Every thoughts uttered, 
Had made me wonder,
About me, 
About you, 
And everything- 
In between. 

Might you picture me,
In your reel of thoughts?
Should I illustrate you, 
In my realm of fantasy? 

You, and I, 
Are pretty much the same.

Monday, 7 July 2014


‎They said life is a journey,
Filled with steps that should be taken,
With caution, and care. 
Frequently, I, 
Failed to learn from bits of life,  
And took the same step,
Resulting the same mistake, 
Over and over again. 
How reckless I am, I thought.

"You never learn, do you?"

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

Thursday, 3 July 2014


‎Honestly, I was- 
Meddled with your words and thoughts,
And those, are such nice things to say. 
Nice words are not expensive, isn't?  
But you made it, priceless and
Nobody had told me such a nice thing. 
Therefore, now I'm writing you this piece 
As something that I would embed in You and me. 
Happy birthday. 

Tough ride

‎I did not realize 
How hard it is
Too keep myself
In momentum 
To love someone 

Sweet, wonderful
Things are expected,
But at the other side
It's all full of shit. 

No, my friend, 
I won't regret this. 
Yes, my friend, 
I will work this out. 

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

Monday, 30 June 2014

Below the stars

‎Sitting below the stars 
Trading thoughts 
Of past, present and future, 
Exchanging fondness,
Of what is wrong and what 
Is right. 

Sitting below the stars,
Are just you and me
Embedded in love
And desire
Of knowing each other better. 

Sitting below the stars
Are just another step
Of good expectation 
And hope., constructing 
Layers of foundation.

Wednesday, 11 June 2014

Memories draw us back together

The night's getting darker 
And the wind is getting colder 
I lie back and express my thoughts
Through the net of words
And suddenly, 
You came by,
Joining the the thoughts on the net
Draws back memories,
Of hope and dream and expectations 
That once shattered down to pieces. 

And now I'm trapped. 
I miss you. 

Monday, 9 June 2014

Cheap Glass Frame

‎As I walk into the room
Carrying meaningless thoughts and purpose,
I sat my eyes,
On a thing that used to be,
The reason for me to be who I am.

Dusty cheap glass frame I-,
Was brought back by memories
Of me and you. 
Smiling to the past, I,
Cleared the dust on the glass,
With my bare hands,
And let the memories
Rush back through my brain.

Monday, 19 May 2014

Laughing young lads

Behind every laughters and thoughts
Lies wisdom and truth
Of grasping the idea;
Principles of discipline
And behaviors.

Prove it, young lads!
Project your thoughts and ideas
Through this ink and paper
Prove it,
Laughters and thoughts
lies wisdom and truth.

Wednesday, 14 May 2014

Thank You, Stranger

I was mesmerised;Through exchanging thoughts,
I see you
Through my own mind and soul
I understand you,
through how you waive your words
I wanna know you.

Thank you, Stranger.

Sunday, 11 May 2014


"How are you?"

"I'm fine, mom. How about you?"

"Fine, fine. Have you had your dinner?"

"I am about to actually. I had quite a heavy lunch earlier, so, maybe I could skip my dinner. I don't know."

"Okay, just eat right, all right?"

"Yeah, of course. I will."

"What are you doing right now?"

"Nothing much, just surfing the net, on facebook and stuff."

"You should reduce your time fooling around with those stuff. You should use your time to study more. I just don't watnt you to regret later on. When is your finals? Next week?"

"Yeah, sort of..."

"So get yourself together, and start working hard."

"Yeah, mom, I will."

"Walk your talk."

"Okay mom, no worries."

"And please stop thinking about any girlfriend or what not right now. This is not the time. Get yourself your degree first, get your own decent life, and go, explore the world. Hold yourself together, okay?"

"Yes mom, I'll surely will"

"Good, listen, I gotta go."



"I love you."

"I love you, abang. And go study."

Saturday, 10 May 2014


The brightest moon
Can never go
Above you, as you,
And only you,
The one worth gaze to.

The picturesque rainbows
That appear after the rain
Can never be
As rich as you
Since your colours feasting
Through eyes and mind.

The greatest sunshine
And blue sky
Can never fade your glare
From your eyes
As it binds through my heart
Captures sanity
Entrapped on love.

Sunday, 4 May 2014


Within the heat of the day
And reality I walk onto
Often, sometimes,
I am hallucinating you.

Seeing you, looking at me;
As nothing seen in sight
I am hallucinating you.

Thursday, 1 May 2014

Eat and leave

Will bring out
The sense of –
Through human.

We live
With those
Who deny
Saying out
“It can wait”.

Yeah. It can wait. 

Tuesday, 29 April 2014

Centennial celebration

I am writing this piece
As the way
Of celebrating the centennial
Of giving out thoughts and feelings
Through letters and rhymes.

Centennial celebration
Representing hope
And desire
Of thriving towards the sun.

This thought may not stop. 

These words may not end. 

Monday, 28 April 2014

One foot at a time

Despite wandering the night
Through my soul and mind
I am glad
That you no longer appear
Reminding the time together
Winding the memory
Back in its reel

The lenses of freedom
Is even sharper, day by day
As my feet slowly,
Passes the time
through your apparitions
One foot at a time.

Saturday, 26 April 2014

This one is for you

I love the sound of your voice
Calling my name when you’re in distress.

I love the smile on your face
That radiates the sun of my hope.

I love the way you listen,
To my heartbeat after a long hard day.

I love the way you talk
Enveloped with insecurities of your look.

Didn’t I tell you, that you’re the finest

            Of them all?

Wednesday, 23 April 2014

I was blinded

I was blinded –
Walking on a bright day
Carved by hope
Where I made happiness
To take you under the spotlight.

I shouldn’t be so sure.

I was blinded. 

Tuesday, 22 April 2014

Celebrate happiness

Celebrating happiness
Is the last thing I would do
Or the thing
I wouldn’t do
As happiness never lasts

I will get hurt
Again and again
Like a circle
And feel ashamed
To walk on earth.

I’ll never celebrate happiness. 

Sunday, 20 April 2014

The one I’ll never be

Reminiscing to the past
Through rhythm and tunes
Remembering me of you
Every single smile, laughter
Is merely past
And I can’t stop
For losing you.

I didn’t play enough games
I didn’t care enough
I didn’t build my promises
Nor give you flowers

You went there
Leaving me, trapped, in my own ego
That swallows me, drowns in myself,
I’m glad that you left
‘cause I’ll never be

The good one.

Sunday, 13 April 2014

Take me away

I am trying to escape
To the realm of
From this ultimate uncertainty,
where voices
empty voice chatting, manifesting behaviours.

Take me away
By our enchantment,
Take me away,

To the realm of serenity. 

Saturday, 12 April 2014

Night of passion.

Living the night from serene dreams.
Chasing ambition, of loving the art.
They said they are crazy,
Of spending time and possession, just tell the world
What they feel.
They said it is passion,
To stay awake and wander with papers and colors
Of interest, but never fame.
Every steps, were driven by passion and love.

Thursday, 3 April 2014

Casual Conversation

Do still you remember
When we talked
And see into each other's eyes?
Listen to our voices.
As I could listen to your heartbeat
And you could listen to mine.

That casual conversation
Of what you saw
And what I felt
From we wake up in the morning
And before we go to bed.

Your voice, smile, and laughter,
Embedded in memories of us
Through time and ages
By this little drop of ink.

Tuesday, 25 March 2014

The Time is near

Through the thickness
And the darkness
Of the night, I
Sail my mind
And soul
Into limitless world
Where I search
For proof and truth.

Wandering mind
Radiates exceptional vibes
Rearranging symbols of words
Into lines of meanings
With deceiving flowers and fragrances
Projecting ‘smart perception’.

The reason is, the time is near. 

Thursday, 13 March 2014


Being with you my girl
Having my dream come true
My love is as pure as pearl
And I love you

The sun is hot and bright
And lt the sky be blue
I am weak and you’re my light

That is why I’m in love with you. 

Wednesday, 26 February 2014

Love at the first track

Flowing rhythms,
Rhyming with notes of your heart
Makes you wander
Along the thin line
Of fantasy and reality.
With purity of affection
 Towards rhtyhm
Repeating in your mind
Accompanying your thoughts
Throughout tides of day.
Now tell me,

Do you believe in love at the first track?

Saturday, 22 February 2014

Staying asleep

Staying under this blanket
Staying with warmth
Staying my calm
Staying under this blanket
Staying below conscious
Staying living up dreams
Staying living in dreams
Staying under this blanket
Staying asleep

Friday, 14 February 2014

Melody, Rhyme and Rhythm

tracks of melody
rhymes with my heart
my fragments of memory
floods in within sanity.
This melody
Digs a deeper space
Of reminding who I could
Be within your pretty eyes
This rhythm
Creeps in this lonely soul
Making me drunk
Left alone in darker

Space of mind.

Wednesday, 5 February 2014

Because I believe

In the crowd where I stand;
Obstructed by warm greetings,
A deep coldness
Creeps within my heart and soul,
Waiting for someone,
Who could relish and bring out
The heat in me.
The wait itself
Is long and ruthless
But I have to stand tall
And keep on waiting

Because I believe. 

Monday, 27 January 2014

Bury Myself

Dirt and filth
Is part of me.
Given chances
Right before everyones’ eyes
I shall never stand
Tall enough
As everybody around.
You should have let me
Bury myself

And I’m doing it right now.

Wednesday, 22 January 2014

Sending the Love

Living farther
Away from you
Making me stronger
Enveloped with hopes and dreams
Taking you and I
Closer to each other.
Every night
The moon sends the love
From me to you.

Friday, 17 January 2014


I looked fine
As the calming clouds.
In my mind, I’m hunting for accuracy
That I should acquire
Just to solve the maze; the puzzle
In arranging you
In my own words and lines
Picturing you
Giving me insights
How to to solve the puzzle
And making you

Prettier in their eyes.

Monday, 13 January 2014

Together then alone

There are tons of things
That we did together
Bittersweet moments
Never fade.

Through time and time
Our tight hold
Starts to loose its grip
And now
The sea that we sailed together
Is a lonely place

As I captained my own vessel. 

Thursday, 9 January 2014

Think and think

Everyday, every night,
Just right before I fell asleep,
I will think and think,
On how tomorrow will be,
Would it be filled with colours?
Would it be filled with despair?
Or would it be filled with mixtures
Of everything I can think of.
I am throwing my dice today

For tomorrow’s move.

Tuesday, 7 January 2014

Wake Up Dream

I woke up this morning
With fragments of dream
Tingling my thoughts.
Below consciousness
I saw you in white
Sitting on a bed
With longer wavy hair,
Smiling at me.

You just woke up
From your dreams too-
I supposed.

You just made my sleep. 

Monday, 6 January 2014

You gave me nothing

I made the hope-
And beg for it
To truly happen in my life.
You gave me nothing.
You gave me nothing.

I made my time
Just to let you know
That I can be the one
That you could rely on.
You gave me nothing.
You gave me nothing.

I showed you a promise
That I could stay and love
Like how I always dream to
You gave me nothing.
You gave me nothing.

And now I’m in prison
Of promises and hope
For your wise judgement

To give me anything.  

Saturday, 4 January 2014


Distance travels-
Drenched with memories
Created together with time and space.
I sit here with thoughts of you
Lingering my sense of rationale
Powering restless emotions
Bringing tears to my soul

Moments with memories crawl
Triggering the pain of my wounds
That used to make me

Perfect as you. 

Thursday, 2 January 2014

Unreal Love Stories

Enveloped hope,
Shown by love stories;
Hoping for a miracle
Shown by projections on screen.

Walking on the ground
Makes me numb
When I realize
The hugs and kisses shown
Are unreal.

I gave my heart away. 

Wednesday, 1 January 2014


I was given hope
To stand and believe
That I found the one.

Through moments spent
Slowly, I was bedazzled
By charm and smile
By openness of heart.

I shared too much.
I showed too much
Till you never see
The side that I want to show.

I revolve my world around you
My mistake.

Myself in You

I was hurt
From wounds of memories
Then I met you
Healed me
Touched me
Gave me strength
To erase and walk again
And I can never lose you
Even if I want to
Because I found

Myself in you.


I fantasize a garden
When I create
A throne for both
You and I.

I built the garden
By pavements of effort
Flowers of hope
Green grass of care and comfort
As if you would enter and enjoy.

But the sun of truth doesn’t shine
Bright enough to the corner
Of your heart
The light doesn’t resonates
Bright enough to lit up
Your thought and awareness.

And now I’m trapped
In my own maze

In my own garden.