Monday, 27 January 2014

Bury Myself

Dirt and filth
Is part of me.
Given chances
Right before everyones’ eyes
I shall never stand
Tall enough
As everybody around.
You should have let me
Bury myself

And I’m doing it right now.

Wednesday, 22 January 2014

Sending the Love

Living farther
Away from you
Making me stronger
Enveloped with hopes and dreams
Taking you and I
Closer to each other.
Every night
The moon sends the love
From me to you.

Friday, 17 January 2014


I looked fine
As the calming clouds.
In my mind, I’m hunting for accuracy
That I should acquire
Just to solve the maze; the puzzle
In arranging you
In my own words and lines
Picturing you
Giving me insights
How to to solve the puzzle
And making you

Prettier in their eyes.

Monday, 13 January 2014

Together then alone

There are tons of things
That we did together
Bittersweet moments
Never fade.

Through time and time
Our tight hold
Starts to loose its grip
And now
The sea that we sailed together
Is a lonely place

As I captained my own vessel. 

Thursday, 9 January 2014

Think and think

Everyday, every night,
Just right before I fell asleep,
I will think and think,
On how tomorrow will be,
Would it be filled with colours?
Would it be filled with despair?
Or would it be filled with mixtures
Of everything I can think of.
I am throwing my dice today

For tomorrow’s move.

Tuesday, 7 January 2014

Wake Up Dream

I woke up this morning
With fragments of dream
Tingling my thoughts.
Below consciousness
I saw you in white
Sitting on a bed
With longer wavy hair,
Smiling at me.

You just woke up
From your dreams too-
I supposed.

You just made my sleep. 

Monday, 6 January 2014

You gave me nothing

I made the hope-
And beg for it
To truly happen in my life.
You gave me nothing.
You gave me nothing.

I made my time
Just to let you know
That I can be the one
That you could rely on.
You gave me nothing.
You gave me nothing.

I showed you a promise
That I could stay and love
Like how I always dream to
You gave me nothing.
You gave me nothing.

And now I’m in prison
Of promises and hope
For your wise judgement

To give me anything.  

Saturday, 4 January 2014


Distance travels-
Drenched with memories
Created together with time and space.
I sit here with thoughts of you
Lingering my sense of rationale
Powering restless emotions
Bringing tears to my soul

Moments with memories crawl
Triggering the pain of my wounds
That used to make me

Perfect as you. 

Thursday, 2 January 2014

Unreal Love Stories

Enveloped hope,
Shown by love stories;
Hoping for a miracle
Shown by projections on screen.

Walking on the ground
Makes me numb
When I realize
The hugs and kisses shown
Are unreal.

I gave my heart away. 

Wednesday, 1 January 2014


I was given hope
To stand and believe
That I found the one.

Through moments spent
Slowly, I was bedazzled
By charm and smile
By openness of heart.

I shared too much.
I showed too much
Till you never see
The side that I want to show.

I revolve my world around you
My mistake.

Myself in You

I was hurt
From wounds of memories
Then I met you
Healed me
Touched me
Gave me strength
To erase and walk again
And I can never lose you
Even if I want to
Because I found

Myself in you.


I fantasize a garden
When I create
A throne for both
You and I.

I built the garden
By pavements of effort
Flowers of hope
Green grass of care and comfort
As if you would enter and enjoy.

But the sun of truth doesn’t shine
Bright enough to the corner
Of your heart
The light doesn’t resonates
Bright enough to lit up
Your thought and awareness.

And now I’m trapped
In my own maze

In my own garden.