Tuesday, 31 December 2013

The Bench

I was sitting there
On a bench seeing
Others walk by

They don't seem happy
They walk steadily
And I just watch them
One by one
Leaving me behind

And the wind accompanies
Them in their journey
It blows on my face
Flips my pages of thought
And made me leave the bench

Thank You

I started out
Being myself
Not knowing
What am I doing
Then you came along
Showing me
Your persona
And charm hidden
Behind laughs and smiles

You're light with your words
You're light with your thoughts
You're light with your perceptions
And acceptance
And thank you
For being another bright
Wonderful colour
On the canvas of my life

Sunday, 29 December 2013


As the sun rises,
Its rays creeps in the space
Wakes me up,
I see you -
The eternal hope -
The serum,
To keep alive,
To keep survive.


No rain is pouring
Nor love is given –
My little flower wilts.
Just like us
Like you and me.
Away without rain nor love
Will make us die –
Slow enough
To make us realize,
We could fix our flower.

Saturday, 28 December 2013


I knew
That you are the only one
The moment you said
"I do"

I knew
We would sail this world
Through calm and storm
As one

But I never knew
This storm is too strong
For me face it alone
Losing you
Is losing pieces of me
And I can't picture myself
Without you on my side.

I regret
On those moments
Where time is expensive
And I can't afford it.

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Along the breeze
Of mid November
Wher the rain always pours
And the sun shines less
We ran together
Never regret
Didn't stop
Till the last breath
Pushing us to

We know it hurts
To push our souls
Into the run
That we never done
But believe me
It felt good

Don't stop running
Don't stop running

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Friday, 27 December 2013


Fed by sight
By pictures,
That made with agendas
They create
On what’s wrong and right
They define
Beauty and fame
And gave us promises
That we can be
Like what we see

Get out
Get out and go away
Away from what’s given and shown


Stories are written
On the face
Of every mom and dad
Reflected through
Wrinkles and lines

You can read
But you can never get
What they got

Wednesday, 25 December 2013

The spotlight

I'm walking looking for the spotlight
That will shine
And light up my way

When th ebeam
Flashes onto my skin
I feel warmth
Seeps in myself
In love under it

It always move
Never static
And I need to keep walking
And look for it

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Talking to you
Makes me feel warm
Cozy in my own words
Free in sharing thoughts
Makes me humble by wisdom

It won't be fair
If I compare you
Like how Shakespeare did
I can't write as good as him
But you ar as god as you
You're only you.
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Sunday, 22 December 2013

The man behind the mask

Telling you the truth
Is hurting me
Sharing you thoughts
That drifts you
Away from me.

“I’ll always be happy for you”

 I live

As the man behind the mask. 


My life is enlightened
By spreading colors all over
Bright, dark colors
Making myself who I am
And I'm glad
That one of the colors
Is you

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Wednesday, 18 December 2013

Look Closer

Look closer,
And see the finest details.

Look closer,
And flash all the flaws.

Look closer
And lead hatred to your heart.

While others
Step back,
Enjoying the whole picture.

Monday, 16 December 2013

Buy Her Flowers

They said,
“Buy her flowers. She’ll love it!”

I bought her flowers.
She smiles
And said
“You’re such a sweet friend. You don’t have to do this”

Lust II

Driven by lust,
To the edge
Of unwanted willingness.

Dark sides are shown
Those with sanity.

I’ve been there
Satisfactions are
Not always there

Sunday, 15 December 2013

Lonely Souls

Wind and noises
Tagging up
To be with the lonely souls

Waiting for fortunes
Waiting for love
Waiting for urgency

And I'm writing
Among the souls.
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I'm no good.
I can't be good.
I can never be good.

Would you still accept me?
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I can't sleep

It's late.
It can't sleep.
I can't stop
Thinking of you.
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Thursday, 12 December 2013


Heart racing
Faster than never
Glimpse of truth
Has been told
Flashing before the eye
Waiting for
The aftermath
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Wednesday, 11 December 2013

Leave For Good

When you look back
And you realized
That I'm not here
I want you to know
I leave for good
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Monday, 9 December 2013


Their sanity was taken
Replaced by masks of greed
Releases vicious animals in them

Leaving spills behind
Snatching love and affection
From the one who builds it with trust

We wonder
Can we just live together
Leaving hate and greed behind
And be grateful on what he have?

Greed kills 

Demon and Angel

There’s a demon
In you and me

Can we contain it?
And keep it chained?
Or will we let it go?
The king that rules
The kingdom of sanity
Losing the thoughts.
The right mind.

And in you and me

There’s an angel too. 

Sunday, 8 December 2013


I can see you’re holding
Yourself in;
Chained it up deep
Inside your wildest side of soul
I adore
Your power
You hold it up
Just to fit in.

I wish I can do that
I wish I can do that


Is the night
 To take the
Pills of anticipation,
Pints of excitement,
Let's make
The rest of the night,
As tones of happiness,
As carefree melody,
And no one,
Could whisper nor shout,
What we shouldn’t do.                     

Please tell me

You’re feeling it too. 

Saturday, 7 December 2013

Just like in movies

Can you take me
To the place
Where everything seems
To be nice and warm
Just like in movies?

Can you take me
To the place
Where I can always
Be the one that you love
Just like in movies?

Can you take me
To the place
Where you and I
Would dance and laugh and kiss
All night long
Just like in movies? 

Sunday, 1 December 2013

He talks

He talks
When he is out
From his pure consciousness

He talks
Straight from his heart
When everybody is silent
And deep asleep

He talks
Words that neither you nor I
Could understand

But he talks
Things that we never

Have guts to say 

Saturday, 30 November 2013


We were shown
And served
With fantasies
Through screens and tubes
Of unrealistic dreams
That can only deceive
Dirty fools
Of you and I

I saw enough
I listened enough
I think enough
To not to be deceived
By wicked entertainers
Who showed you
Wat you want to see
Not what you
Need to see

They will deceive you
You know it
But you love it
You never strong enough
To handle the truth accepting the fact
That you are being deceived

Thursday, 28 November 2013

This Night

This night
As it deepens its darkness
As cool wind blows upon
As quietness creeps in within
I found myself
In deep serenity
In certain calmness
In demanding peace

Maybe because
I stop myself
From thinking
Devilish thoughts
That would destroy
My unholy spirit
And aimless passion

This is the night like no other
Tomorrow would be different

Tomorrow would be insane 

Wednesday, 27 November 2013

Drives you away from me

Words from you lighted me up
Shines the sun of hope
Through my hollow heart

Feelings has been told
Truth has been heard

It's hard for me
To bear another truth
From you even
Hearing words from you
Means the world to me

I gave you my thoughts
On how you should
Drive your desire
Towards him
Though it will
Drives you away
Away from me

I'm delighted
To help you out
To say my two cents
And let it be heard
But I'm devastated
When you asked for my thoughts
That would drive you away
From me
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Saturday, 23 November 2013

I’m glad

I’m glad that you still remember
To send me wishes
Even after I stop
Doing it for you

I’m glad
That you still
Realize my existence
Reminisce memories

I’m glad
That we still look
For each other
And held hands
Even when it no longer
Means anything

For you and me

Friday, 22 November 2013

Things that can’t be seen

That can’t be seen
Can give you comfort
Serene feelings
Peaceful thoughts

It’s amazing
To be able to
Sip this glass of serenity
Leaving behind
Blasts of chaotic behaviours

Cherish it

While you can 

Thursday, 21 November 2013


Sinful desires
Lustful thoughts

Feeling it
Surrounded by desires
And fantasies

That is not

What I want

Tuesday, 19 November 2013

Losing You

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Subject: Losing You

I wouldn't have any idea
How can I face
Another sunrise
When the thought
Of losing you
In my mind

I wouldn't have any idea
How can I carry on
With my own life
When the thought
Of losing you linger
In my mind

I wouldn't have any idea
How can I sleep at night
When the thought
Of losing you linger
In my mind

I wouldn't have any idea
How can I have
Any more hopes
When the thought
Of losing you linger
In my mind

My life without you
Is no longer a life
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Sunday, 17 November 2013

This road

I will walk this road
The same road
Where I felt pain
Seeps in my nerves
And bones
Denying my sanity
In total eruption.

I will walk this road
As nothing nasty ever happened.

I will walk this road
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
As I heard
The same denying voices
Who speaks out
The same vibe
Like you did.

No one can stop me
From keep on going
Because this is my path
Towards infinite destinations.
I shall not stop
Npt even to take a glance

To look behind.

Saturday, 16 November 2013

The first time

I saw you
In a beautiful morning
Where the sun shines
Emitting its hopes and expectations.

I talked to you
For the first time
I didn’t see anything coming
Just plain, simple exchange
Of words and thoughts.

We worked together
Upholding responsibilities
Proving abilities
While tying ourselves
Closer to each other.

We have seen each other
Every one a while
Even we’ve seen each others eyes
Almost every time the sun shines.

We shall cherish the moment together
As it made me feel
As glorious as the sun
Together with its warmness
In every morning
That we wake up to..

I shall hope
That we will always be together
Because being one

Is being us 

Sunday, 10 November 2013

The end

Don't be afraid

Both of us are the same

Walking the same way

Ahead of the same destination

Our ending is always the same.


Why be afraid?

It's not going to be painful

You have been deceived

 by ideas

Of leaving and reaching

The destination is scary


You have been told

That the end

Is nasty.

You shouldn't believe in them dear.

They know nothing.


We vowed to be together

To walk together

And end this together

No worries dear

We shall end this together


They can be nice

The end can be nice

As long as

You and i

Work to please them.

Pain memories

You can’t stop this stream
Neither do I
We are the same
Refuse to keep walking
Watching the stream
Of memories
Flowing parallel
As the time.

I am not afraid
To keep moving
Feels like
I am amputated
And chained
With memories
And I like it here
With memories

I have no thoughts
About you
Why you are here?
Why you keep on standing?
Why don’t you move on
Like other?
Just leave me behind
If your intention
Is waiting for me

I’m in pain
But I love it

And I can’t afford to lose it. 

Saturday, 9 November 2013

Blank space

Where’s a little blank space
Where I really want to fill up
Since no one care
To help me out

I’m living in it
In my own
Little blank space.

I wish I could
Find someone
Who would
Grab my hands
And take me out

Leave this place

And fill it up

Friday, 8 November 2013

A man who would die alone

I am a man of mistakes
I will not preach
And tell you what to do
I shall not speak          
As what I say will disgust you
I shall never be together
As others will never see me
I would stand alone
behind the curtains of shadows
I am unacceptable
My mistakes are nasty
So just go for them

And leave me alone 

Thursday, 7 November 2013

This Pain

This pain
Reminds me of a journey
Where I look for the meaning
The idea
The people
The sadness
And happiness.

This pain
Will never let me go.

This pain
Is chained around me
No way
In this sanity
I can unlock it.

It is already said
to be a part of me.
A part of you.
And a part of us.

Wednesday, 6 November 2013


I am magnetized
To someone
Who are able to
listen to my stories
being truthful
And share to me

Their thoughts and stories.


You claimed that you
Understand stuff and stuff.
But the truth-
you are empty.
Hunger for some more.
You never satisfied.

Tuesday, 5 November 2013

The Fifth of November

    Remember, remember!
    The fifth of November,
    The Gunpowder treason and plot;
    I know of no reason
    Why the Gunpowder treason
    Should ever be forgot!
    Guy Fawkes and his companions
    Did the scheme contrive,
    To blow the King and Parliament
    All up alive.
    Threescore barrels, laid below,
    To prove old England's overthrow.
    But, by God's providence, him they catch,
    With a dark lantern, lighting a match!
    A stick and a stake
    For King James's sake!
    If you won't give me one,
    I'll take two,
    The better for me,
    And the worse for you.
    A rope, a rope, to hang the Pope,
    A penn'orth of cheese to choke him,
    A pint of beer to wash it down,
    And a jolly good fire to burn him.
    Holloa, boys! holloa, boys! make the bells ring!
    Holloa, boys! holloa boys! God save the King!

    Hip, hip, hooor-r-r-ray!



I feel so alive-
With this great vibe
Down my spine
I sense joy,
Rhyming with melody
And rhythm,

Everything means something sane.

Sunday, 3 November 2013


You are fed,
With truths from all over.
Some of you believe.
Some of you accept.
Some of you follow.

Some of you think,
Deeply enough,
To spot on the flaws.
And demands for the real truth.

The one who sits in between,

Is suffers the most. 

Saturday, 2 November 2013

One Word

There is one word,
That would describe,
Who you are.

One word,
That would project,
A reel of moments,
In your life,
To others’ eyes.
The residual sense,
Of your past joy
And sorrow.

One word,
Is enough,
When you think,
It’s not.

Friday, 1 November 2013

To Share

At some point of your life,
You will always want
To be with you
Through your highs
And lows.

To share your

To feels your,

The one who would would cheer you up
To keep on going
Even when some voices in your head
Asking you
To giving up.

The one who would keeps
You company
When you are lonely.
The one who would
Receive a bit
Of your success
That you give.

It feels good when
You have someone
To share.

Thursday, 31 October 2013

Your Dream

You wake up from your dreams,
With an idea of,
Making it come true.
But then you realize,
You can’t.
You just-
Even how eager you are,
In accomplishing it.
Means nothing,

As for some reasons,
Someone or something,
Will always try to bring you
Down, and tear you

But you keep on doing it,
Because you believe in it,
Believe in-
Your dream.

Wednesday, 30 October 2013


When the feelings,
The emotions,
The ideas,
Come in,
I swear,
That is the best moment
That could happen
To me.
Because I need those-
Emotions, feelings, ideas,
To spread my wings
And fly higher
Than before.

But sometimes,
What I did
Is not enough.
That’s why I’m stuck here,
Unable to move on.
Almost paralyzed.

Would you teach me,

To be better? 

Tuesday, 29 October 2013

Worth it

I bet you still remember
The moment when she
Would make you go nuts

The moment you
Do everything she wants
Just to make her happy
Even when others
Think you are really,
Screwed up.

The moment you
Become a total duouchebag
By leaving up your friends
Just to be with her.

The moment you
Loses your ind,
And calmness,
In front of everyone,
Just because of her.

The moment when
Others are ogling at you
and her,
Over something
That shouldn’t be
Spreaded out

The moment
When you still wants to
Spend her your time
And money
Even you know
You are a total broke
In both ways.

The moment when
You would do supid things
And risk yourself
Just because
You wanna show your ‘true’ self
To her.

I just really hope

That she’s worth it. 

Monday, 28 October 2013


I was in pure darkness.

And you came in,
Like a torch,
Lighted up my life.
Poured me glasses of gladness.
Made me dance to the rhythm.

Then you went away,
Left me
Shattered onto pieces
That can never be fixed.


Temporary sanity

I was surrounded
With everyone
I still feel

I just wanna be free.
Like a strong stallion,
Run as fast as it can,
The moment,
When the rope is untied,
When the gate is opened,
To the finish line.

I don’t wanna be crazy.
I love this,

Temporary sanity.

Sunday, 27 October 2013

That’s how I write

I’m just a lousy writer
Who unable to write
A perfect

I write when my mind,
Can’t shut down its system
Even my body urges.

When I think too much,
Or emotional,
Like how gilrs normally do it.

I’m not gonna lie.
I’m being truthful.

That’s how I write.