Saturday, 30 November 2013


We were shown
And served
With fantasies
Through screens and tubes
Of unrealistic dreams
That can only deceive
Dirty fools
Of you and I

I saw enough
I listened enough
I think enough
To not to be deceived
By wicked entertainers
Who showed you
Wat you want to see
Not what you
Need to see

They will deceive you
You know it
But you love it
You never strong enough
To handle the truth accepting the fact
That you are being deceived

Thursday, 28 November 2013

This Night

This night
As it deepens its darkness
As cool wind blows upon
As quietness creeps in within
I found myself
In deep serenity
In certain calmness
In demanding peace

Maybe because
I stop myself
From thinking
Devilish thoughts
That would destroy
My unholy spirit
And aimless passion

This is the night like no other
Tomorrow would be different

Tomorrow would be insane 

Wednesday, 27 November 2013

Drives you away from me

Words from you lighted me up
Shines the sun of hope
Through my hollow heart

Feelings has been told
Truth has been heard

It's hard for me
To bear another truth
From you even
Hearing words from you
Means the world to me

I gave you my thoughts
On how you should
Drive your desire
Towards him
Though it will
Drives you away
Away from me

I'm delighted
To help you out
To say my two cents
And let it be heard
But I'm devastated
When you asked for my thoughts
That would drive you away
From me
My BlackBerry's juiced by DiGi. How about yours?

Saturday, 23 November 2013

I’m glad

I’m glad that you still remember
To send me wishes
Even after I stop
Doing it for you

I’m glad
That you still
Realize my existence
Reminisce memories

I’m glad
That we still look
For each other
And held hands
Even when it no longer
Means anything

For you and me

Friday, 22 November 2013

Things that can’t be seen

That can’t be seen
Can give you comfort
Serene feelings
Peaceful thoughts

It’s amazing
To be able to
Sip this glass of serenity
Leaving behind
Blasts of chaotic behaviours

Cherish it

While you can 

Thursday, 21 November 2013


Sinful desires
Lustful thoughts

Feeling it
Surrounded by desires
And fantasies

That is not

What I want

Tuesday, 19 November 2013

Losing You

My BlackBerry's juiced by DiGi. How about yours?

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Subject: Losing You

I wouldn't have any idea
How can I face
Another sunrise
When the thought
Of losing you
In my mind

I wouldn't have any idea
How can I carry on
With my own life
When the thought
Of losing you linger
In my mind

I wouldn't have any idea
How can I sleep at night
When the thought
Of losing you linger
In my mind

I wouldn't have any idea
How can I have
Any more hopes
When the thought
Of losing you linger
In my mind

My life without you
Is no longer a life
My BlackBerry's juiced by DiGi. How about yours?

Sunday, 17 November 2013

This road

I will walk this road
The same road
Where I felt pain
Seeps in my nerves
And bones
Denying my sanity
In total eruption.

I will walk this road
As nothing nasty ever happened.

I will walk this road
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
As I heard
The same denying voices
Who speaks out
The same vibe
Like you did.

No one can stop me
From keep on going
Because this is my path
Towards infinite destinations.
I shall not stop
Npt even to take a glance

To look behind.

Saturday, 16 November 2013

The first time

I saw you
In a beautiful morning
Where the sun shines
Emitting its hopes and expectations.

I talked to you
For the first time
I didn’t see anything coming
Just plain, simple exchange
Of words and thoughts.

We worked together
Upholding responsibilities
Proving abilities
While tying ourselves
Closer to each other.

We have seen each other
Every one a while
Even we’ve seen each others eyes
Almost every time the sun shines.

We shall cherish the moment together
As it made me feel
As glorious as the sun
Together with its warmness
In every morning
That we wake up to..

I shall hope
That we will always be together
Because being one

Is being us 

Sunday, 10 November 2013

The end

Don't be afraid

Both of us are the same

Walking the same way

Ahead of the same destination

Our ending is always the same.


Why be afraid?

It's not going to be painful

You have been deceived

 by ideas

Of leaving and reaching

The destination is scary


You have been told

That the end

Is nasty.

You shouldn't believe in them dear.

They know nothing.


We vowed to be together

To walk together

And end this together

No worries dear

We shall end this together


They can be nice

The end can be nice

As long as

You and i

Work to please them.

Pain memories

You can’t stop this stream
Neither do I
We are the same
Refuse to keep walking
Watching the stream
Of memories
Flowing parallel
As the time.

I am not afraid
To keep moving
Feels like
I am amputated
And chained
With memories
And I like it here
With memories

I have no thoughts
About you
Why you are here?
Why you keep on standing?
Why don’t you move on
Like other?
Just leave me behind
If your intention
Is waiting for me

I’m in pain
But I love it

And I can’t afford to lose it. 

Saturday, 9 November 2013

Blank space

Where’s a little blank space
Where I really want to fill up
Since no one care
To help me out

I’m living in it
In my own
Little blank space.

I wish I could
Find someone
Who would
Grab my hands
And take me out

Leave this place

And fill it up

Friday, 8 November 2013

A man who would die alone

I am a man of mistakes
I will not preach
And tell you what to do
I shall not speak          
As what I say will disgust you
I shall never be together
As others will never see me
I would stand alone
behind the curtains of shadows
I am unacceptable
My mistakes are nasty
So just go for them

And leave me alone 

Thursday, 7 November 2013

This Pain

This pain
Reminds me of a journey
Where I look for the meaning
The idea
The people
The sadness
And happiness.

This pain
Will never let me go.

This pain
Is chained around me
No way
In this sanity
I can unlock it.

It is already said
to be a part of me.
A part of you.
And a part of us.

Wednesday, 6 November 2013


I am magnetized
To someone
Who are able to
listen to my stories
being truthful
And share to me

Their thoughts and stories.


You claimed that you
Understand stuff and stuff.
But the truth-
you are empty.
Hunger for some more.
You never satisfied.

Tuesday, 5 November 2013

The Fifth of November

    Remember, remember!
    The fifth of November,
    The Gunpowder treason and plot;
    I know of no reason
    Why the Gunpowder treason
    Should ever be forgot!
    Guy Fawkes and his companions
    Did the scheme contrive,
    To blow the King and Parliament
    All up alive.
    Threescore barrels, laid below,
    To prove old England's overthrow.
    But, by God's providence, him they catch,
    With a dark lantern, lighting a match!
    A stick and a stake
    For King James's sake!
    If you won't give me one,
    I'll take two,
    The better for me,
    And the worse for you.
    A rope, a rope, to hang the Pope,
    A penn'orth of cheese to choke him,
    A pint of beer to wash it down,
    And a jolly good fire to burn him.
    Holloa, boys! holloa, boys! make the bells ring!
    Holloa, boys! holloa boys! God save the King!

    Hip, hip, hooor-r-r-ray!



I feel so alive-
With this great vibe
Down my spine
I sense joy,
Rhyming with melody
And rhythm,

Everything means something sane.

Sunday, 3 November 2013


You are fed,
With truths from all over.
Some of you believe.
Some of you accept.
Some of you follow.

Some of you think,
Deeply enough,
To spot on the flaws.
And demands for the real truth.

The one who sits in between,

Is suffers the most. 

Saturday, 2 November 2013

One Word

There is one word,
That would describe,
Who you are.

One word,
That would project,
A reel of moments,
In your life,
To others’ eyes.
The residual sense,
Of your past joy
And sorrow.

One word,
Is enough,
When you think,
It’s not.

Friday, 1 November 2013

To Share

At some point of your life,
You will always want
To be with you
Through your highs
And lows.

To share your

To feels your,

The one who would would cheer you up
To keep on going
Even when some voices in your head
Asking you
To giving up.

The one who would keeps
You company
When you are lonely.
The one who would
Receive a bit
Of your success
That you give.

It feels good when
You have someone
To share.