Pain memories

You can’t stop this stream

Neither do I

We are the same

Standing

Refuse to keep walking

Watching the stream

Of memories

Flowing parallel

As the time.

I am not afraid

To keep moving

Feels like

I am amputated

And chained

With memories

And I like it here

Embedded

With memories

I have no thoughts

About you

Why you are here?

Why you keep on standing?

Why don’t you move on

Like other?

Just leave me behind

If your intention

Is waiting for me

I’m in pain

But I love it

And I can’t afford to lose it.