Deceived

We were shown

And served

With fantasies

Through screens and tubes

Of unrealistic dreams

That can only deceive

Dirty fools

Of you and I

I saw enough

I listened enough

I think enough

To not to be deceived

By wicked entertainers

Who showed you

Wat you want to see

Not what you

Need to see

They will deceive you

You know it

But you love it

Because

You never strong enough

To handle the truth accepting the fact

That you are being deceived

This Night

This night

As it deepens its darkness

As cool wind blows upon

As quietness creeps in within

I found myself

In deep serenity

In certain calmness

In demanding peace

Maybe because

I stop myself

From thinking

Devilish thoughts

That would destroy

My unholy spirit

And aimless passion

This is the night like no other

Tomorrow would be different

Tomorrow would be insane 

Drives you away from me

Words from you lighted me up
Shines the sun of hope
Through my hollow heart

Feelings has been told
Truth has been heard

It's hard for me
To bear another truth
From you even
Hearing words from you
Means the world to me

I gave you my thoughts
On how you should
Drive your desire
Towards him
Though it will
Drives you away
Away from me

I'm delighted
To help you out
To say my two cents
And let it be heard
But I'm devastated
When you asked for my thoughts
That would drive you away
From me
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I’m glad

I’m glad that you still remember

To send me wishes

Even after I stop

Doing it for you

I’m glad

That you still

Realize my existence

Reminisce memories

Together

I’m glad

That we still look

For each other

And held hands

Even when it no longer

Means anything

For you and me

Things that can’t be seen

Things

That can’t be seen

Can give you comfort

Serene feelings

Peaceful thoughts

It’s amazing

To be able to

Sip this glass of serenity

Leaving behind

Blasts of chaotic behaviours

Cherish it

While you can 

Lust

Sinful desires

Lustful thoughts

Feeling it

Surrounded by desires

And fantasies

sickening

That is not

What I want

Losing You

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Subject: Losing You

I wouldn't have any idea
How can I face
Another sunrise
When the thought
Of losing you
In my mind

I wouldn't have any idea
How can I carry on
With my own life
When the thought
Of losing you linger
In my mind

I wouldn't have any idea
How can I sleep at night
When the thought
Of losing you linger
In my mind

I wouldn't have any idea
How can I have
Any more hopes
When the thought
Of losing you linger
In my mind

My life without you
Is no longer a life
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This road

I will walk this road

The same road

Where I felt pain

Seeps in my nerves

And bones

Denying my sanity

In total eruption.

I will walk this road

As nothing nasty ever happened.

I will walk this road

No matter what you say

No matter what you do

As I heard

The same denying voices

Who speaks out

The same vibe

Like you did.

No one can stop me

Nothing

From keep on going

Because this is my path

Towards infinite destinations.

I shall not stop

Npt even to take a glance

To look behind.

The first time

I saw you

In a beautiful morning

Where the sun shines

Emitting its hopes and expectations.

I talked to you

For the first time

I didn’t see anything coming

Just plain, simple exchange

Of words and thoughts.

We worked together

Upholding responsibilities

Proving abilities

While tying ourselves

Closer to each other.

We have seen each other

Every one a while

Even we’ve seen each others eyes

Almost every time the sun shines.

We shall cherish the moment together

As it made me feel

As glorious as the sun

Together with its warmness

In every morning

That we wake up to..

I shall hope

That we will always be together

Because being one

Is being us 

The end

Don't be afraid

Both of us are the same

Walking the same way

Ahead of the same destination

Our ending is always the same.

 

Why be afraid?

It's not going to be painful

You have been deceived

 by ideas

Of leaving and reaching

The destination is scary

 

You have been told

That the end

Is nasty.

You shouldn't believe in them dear.

They know nothing.

 

We vowed to be together

To walk together

And end this together

No worries dear

We shall end this together

 

They can be nice

The end can be nice

As long as

You and i

Work to please them.

Pain memories

You can’t stop this stream

Neither do I

We are the same

Standing

Refuse to keep walking

Watching the stream

Of memories

Flowing parallel

As the time.

I am not afraid

To keep moving

Feels like

I am amputated

And chained

With memories

And I like it here

Embedded

With memories

I have no thoughts

About you

Why you are here?

Why you keep on standing?

Why don’t you move on

Like other?

Just leave me behind

If your intention

Is waiting for me

I’m in pain

But I love it

And I can’t afford to lose it. 

Blank space

Where’s a little blank space

Where I really want to fill up

Since no one care

To help me out

I’m living in it

Trapped

In my own

Little blank space.

I wish I could

Find someone

Who would

Grab my hands

And take me out

Leave this place

And fill it up

A man who would die alone

I am a man of mistakes

I will not preach

And tell you what to do

I shall not speak          

As what I say will disgust you

I shall never be together

As others will never see me

I would stand alone

behind the curtains of shadows

I am unacceptable

My mistakes are nasty

So just go for them

And leave me alone 

This Pain

This pain

Reminds me of a journey

Where I look for the meaning

The idea

The people

The sadness

And happiness.

This pain

Will never let me go.

This pain

Is chained around me

No way

In this sanity

I can unlock it.

It is already said

to be a part of me.

A part of you.

And a part of us.

Magnetized

I am magnetized

To someone

Who are able to

listen to my stories

being truthful

And share to me

Their thoughts and stories.

Hunger

You claimed that you

Understand stuff and stuff.

But the truth-

you are empty.

Drained.

Hunger for some more.

You never satisfied.

The Fifth of November

    Remember, remember!

    The fifth of November,

    The Gunpowder treason and plot;

    I know of no reason

    Why the Gunpowder treason

    Should ever be forgot!

    Guy Fawkes and his companions

    Did the scheme contrive,

    To blow the King and Parliament

    All up alive.

    Threescore barrels, laid below,

    To prove old England's overthrow.

    But, by God's providence, him they catch,

    With a dark lantern, lighting a match!

    A stick and a stake

    For King James's sake!

    If you won't give me one,

    I'll take two,

    The better for me,

    And the worse for you.

    A rope, a rope, to hang the Pope,

    A penn'orth of cheese to choke him,

    A pint of beer to wash it down,

    And a jolly good fire to burn him.

    Holloa, boys! holloa, boys! make the bells ring!

    Holloa, boys! holloa boys! God save the King!

    Hip, hip, hooor-r-r-ray!

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Sane

I feel so alive-

With this great vibe

Down my spine

I sense joy,

Rhyming with melody

And rhythm,

Everything means something sane.

Truths

You are fed,

With truths from all over.

Some of you believe.

Some of you accept.

Some of you follow.

Some of you think,

Deeply enough,

To spot on the flaws.

And demands for the real truth.

The one who sits in between,

Is suffers the most. 

One Word

There is one word,

That would describe,

Who you are.

One word,

That would project,

A reel of moments,

In your life,

To others’ eyes.

The residual sense,

Of your past joy

And sorrow.

One word,

Is enough,

When you think,

It’s not.

To Share

At some point of your life,

You will always want

Someone

To be with you

Through your highs

And lows.

To share your

Happiness,

Enjoyment,

Laughter.

To feels your,

Anxiety,

Sorrow,

Sadness.

The one who would would cheer you up

To keep on going

Even when some voices in your head

Asking you

To giving up.

The one who would keeps

You company

When you are lonely.

The one who would

Receive a bit

Of your success

That you give.

It feels good when

You have someone

To share.