Restless

I woke up this morning,

With a strange emptiness

In my mind,

And I don’t know why,

I souldn’t feel that way,

And I don’t like it.

It makes me feel,

Restless.

I need to change.

I really do.

But I can’t

I don’t know how to.

I’m sick

And tired

With all this shit.

I no longer know myself.

My true self.

Hiding, sneaking upon me,

Waiting the time

To grab my mind

With restless thoughts

And emotions.

Stop it.

Please.