Reasons

I have my own reason

In doing something

And I don’t expect you

To understand

Those reasons

Because I believe

You have your reasons

That I don’t understand. 

Nothing I can do without you

Grab my hands

And never let go

There’s nothing I can do without you.

Nothing.

So please,

Help me,

Through this pain,

Walk with me,

There’s nothing I can do,

Without you.

Deserved

It’s my fault

For being ignorant

For being a jerk

For not even try-

For at least one-

To understand you

I deserve this

I deserve this

I Lied

Sometimes I wonder

What are you doing?

What are you thinking?

What saddens you?

What makes you smile?

Do you spare,

Even a tiniest moment,

To think about me?

Okay-

I lied.

Missing You

You used to,

Text me and,

Ask me to give you a call,

Because something,

is bothering your mind.

We’ll chat for hours-

Until you fell asleep,

Until you feel better,

Until your mind is at ease.

And now,

I’m missing all those moments.

Doing things,

That you used to ask me to do. 

Afraid

I want to ask for your presence

Inside my heart

Inside my head

Eternally.

Unfortunately,

I’m afraid

To ask you to

So I’ll just let it sink.